Unsure

I think I am suffering from depression again. I have had it before and its possible I am suffering from it again. I wonder if it ever really went away? I’m not sure and I have never done any actual research on it. I guess I should. I have lost interest in so many things and I cannot explain it. I feel like crying for I have no idea what. I have been sleeping more than usual and haven’t felt like leaving the house. I have lost touch with the outside world to an extent and a few of my friends. I have a myspace page where I could talk to them, but I would rather write all of this anonymously and not get judged by anyone or given any advice of what I should or should not do. I guess I should make an appointment and see a doctor again and get on cymbalta again, but I really don’t want to. I feel useless and like I shouldn’t even be here. I feel kinda sad or whatever and just don’t have interest in anything. For those of you wondering, no I have not had any suicidal thoughts or tendencies so I guess maybe I don’t have depression? I don’t know, I’m unsure as usual.

Well, I paused to reread this and have decided that I am going to see a doctor tomorrow. I hope they can help me out again besides I need more Nexium for my acid reflux. No, I am not one big bundle of woes, I just have a few problems and in that respect, I am normal.